Saturday, August 27, 2005
im feeling very slpy now, but i feel i have to blog. the previous entry shdnt be there now, so i shd type sth to cover up things tt shdnt be viewed at this point of time. everything's alright now, i have to thank the very objective si hui for giving me sound advices. so for now, i can view things in the other perspective more easily, not feeling upset over little trivial stuffs again. it's not easy to change one's personality overnight, but i believe, i can. i can, and i want to.
it's great to have someone to accompany you when u are down, accompany you when u need someone to listen to you, accompany you whenever u need help. it feels gd, and i really want to give my darling a hug now to thank her for all she had done for me, spice up my life, and showed me light in the dark tunnel. life has been a struggle. i once pictured life as a dark cave, cold, and nothing to look forward to, (okay, this is crap). but seriously, i have learnt tt, tt are many things that we can look forward to. first, i can look forward to going out with my darling. next, i can look forward to achieving desirable results, provided i work hard for it. i have been feeling depressed so frequently that i feel im just a depressing machine.
i need to be able to feel less upset, to be able to move from from the stagnant position im at now. and i want my darling to accompany me throughout my jouney, to the vast, yet unforeseen future ahead of us..
my dearest darling just lights up my life! =)
{/12:18 AM}
Signed by Yours Truly.