Saturday, August 20, 2005
my past few entries have not been positive, but im proud to announce that i've finally been happy today! i hate being sad, everyone else hate to be sad. but once in a while, it's really great to have the sense of happiness. today, i felt relaxed and more importantly, happy!
i think people may think it's a stupid or strange decision, but seriously, going to sentosa in the late evening is darn cool.. the breeze from the sea, the quiet atmosphere, the sandy beach, and the sound of waves hitting the beach.. ahh.. it's just so undescribable.. i know, i know.. many tests are coming up, and not to forget the dreadful promos. but i think there really shd be a time where we can chill out, relax our souls and enjoy the tiny bits that our lives have to offer. everyone needs a little bit of tt oomph factor to make the brain function better. okay, i've already made up my mind that if i get retain, i'll committ suicide. so, tt means that i have to work hard to achieve that goal, to be promoted! and yar, to retain my 4 subjs.
anyway, back to the main point. there weren't many people at sentosa, considering the holy hour in which we entered the island. the time where most people leave. hahahah.. by the time we got some snacks from cold storage and embarking on our bus trip to sentosa, the sky was dark. we found a cozy little corner at the erm.. southern most point of asian continent (sth like tt), u know the twin wooden structure thing that u have to cross the suspension bridge to reach? ah yes, tt one. hahah.. ahhh... i dun regret going there with my darling..
hmm.. and we reached home at 11+..
i just hope that things change for the better.. life does not suck, it's just whether we choose to make it better or not.
i DO NOT want my life to suck. i want to lead a meaningful life. a life to look forward to, and a life where i can share the joys and pains with the person i love.
{/11:37 PM}
Signed by Yours Truly.
