Wednesday, March 28, 2007
as the last day of work draws near, the excitement starts to dwindle. gone is the time where i looked forward to life as an unemployed. i'm not looking forward to the once-hyped army life. seriously, it's wtfing sian. you dream of it all night, think of it when u go to work, and after work, you think of how's life gonna suck in camp.
i know some aspire to be gungho soldiers, but nah, i just want to get on with life
1yr10 months is not really a short time. one of my colleagues was telling me that time crawled during the 2 years. oh well.
and i've got insider information that i'm gonna get sabo-ed on my last day of work. i may end up getting a half day on my last day to escape. dammit
{/7:58 PM}
Signed by Yours Truly.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
thanks for your surprise, dear :) hmm, i may looked rather sad today, i guess it's cos i'm tiredd. but really, you are the best!
and thanks for everyone who came today, jingtat, karwai, ziyan, sihui, yawen and edwyn. thanks for the present!
thanks for making me waste my cake too. haha
xiuyi send me the pics so i can upload!
{/8:08 PM}
Signed by Yours Truly.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
my last day of work's next friday! then after that i'd have exactly 2 weeks to do whatever i like.
well, people always say time flies when you're enjoying yourself. but it's an irony. you want to enjoy yourself, yet hope time doesnt pass that fast. as the seconds tick by, you realise that d-day will draw even nearer.
haha. tekong. oh man...
{/10:12 PM}
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Monday, March 19, 2007
updates are hard to come by now isn't it? sometimes u get so caught up with things, you forget that you even have a blog. it just goes to show how important a blog is, it's turning from a diary to a pain in the ass. lol. just kidding.
talking about ass. one of my supervisors said i spouted vulgarities.
colleague: you made so many calls today!
me:my ass
supervisor: eh justin, why you use vulgarities
me: -_-
this is really queer. i never thought the word "ass" is vulgar, i guess it's more crude than vulgar. okay yea, you may say newspapers and magazines do censor off the double s, like a**, but you still get the meaning right. it's like ass and a**? okay nvm, i'm just trying to make a point. but point is, this supervisor got me really irritated today. i was made to do filing, shifting files from the top of the cupboard to the ground and sort them alphabetically. that sorta spoilt my work day today. talk about monday blues.. lol
while on the bus home today, i peered out of the window. with the cars whizzing pass, i start to realise how little time i have left. for once, i stayed awake throughout the entire bus ride.
free-dom
{/9:29 PM}
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
you've to learn to accept failures, just like how you've to learn to accept your results.
i like to thank my friends who've encouraged me since i've got my results back. they've made me realise that it's not the end of the world even with such poor results. although i feel that my results aren't that justifiable, there's really nothing i can do to change the fact. those who worked hard and got their As and Bs, congrats, you all deserve it. while for the forgotten ones (ppl like me), well. life still has to go on. i just have to lower my expectations, maybe a continental car in my late 40s instead of 30s? a smaller house? i guess i've been having too many wild ambitions and thoughts, it's better to have both feet on the ground rather than one feet on the ground and the other on water.
last but not least.. thank you for staying by my side still, though i've been moody these couple of days, i'm glad you never left me and was always physically or emotionally beside me. this, to me, is priceless =)
{/12:52 AM}
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