Wednesday, August 24, 2005
you feel upset and pissed because u say i dun give a damn. but for me, i dun feel pissed, i just feel very very sad. i feel u dun care abt me. in sch, we are just like enemies, avoiding each other as much as possible. i tried talking to u today during lunch, and u plainly ignored me. are the other ppl really more important to u than me? i always feel like this, but i know there's nth i can do to make u take more notice of me in sch.
you say i dun give a damn. but if i dun give a damn, i would have gone home, instead of spending 45 mins to go to marsiling, and another 45 mins back home. i want to spend time with you, but the sadness from sch got carried over through the day. i was just hoping u could at least try to apologise, but u dint. u nv try to apologise, or it's either an insincere apology. i feel hurt by the way u treat me in sch. okay, when there's no sch, i usually feel happier. because i dun get the sense of being alone, and there's less worries abt sch.
you say i dun give a damn that u are sick. well, if u really think i dun give a damn, then i've nth to say.
the way u just walk away without saying anything hurts me badly. real bad..
i wish u could just spare more concern for me.
{/5:12 PM}
Signed by Yours Truly.