THE FIRSTLOOK& i knew you were mine, and no one elses.

Monday, October 31, 2005

what a day it has been. firstly, in the morning was our pw second dry run with ms ng. it was quite smooth-sailing, besides the fact that there were some internal quarrelings amongst our group. but i have to say, it has been gd. or maybe at least, the comments by ms ng were quite okay. ha. not much improvements in my presentation, maybe it's just because im too tired today. exhaustion from the previous day carried over.

now comes the lunch part. for some weird reason, i end up going for lunch with kelly and clarice. hahah. oh man, i felt alittle extra la, since i knew clarice and kelly were very gd frens. then me going along with them was well, rather, out of place. haha. but still, it was quite an enjoyable lunch. ate at curry wok anyway. haha. then after that went home to slp.

guess what, i was awoken by my phone alarm first. resetted it and went back to slp. and then i was then awoken by a call! heng da called me up for a rendezvous with him and jiaying. haha. how cool was that? or should i say, how funky was that?? i then rushed down to sch to meet them, and headed for city hall. ended up at suntec city, ate some jap food in a restaurant called just noodles. the name of the restaurant had really no link at all! but, no. the food doesnt matter. the food dint matter cos it really suck. we talked alot, talked about the class dynamics, talked about the ppl. it really set me thinking, and of cos, there are still the certain ppl whom i had sth against. and im really delighted that they shared the same thought as me! flawed character eh?? i guess, our class is really a class which nobody feels like having. i wont say it sucks, but look at it now? who's putting in the effort to bond the class tgt. okay, yea. i applaud the decision to have another class outing. i'll go for it if i have the time, but then, if there are ppl who dun feel like going, we simply cant scold them just because they dun feel like going! i, as a second intaker, do not want the class to be splitted up. likewise, i believe the first intakers share the same sentiments. but hey. dun accuse us of trying to split the class up please. we have absolutely no intentions to do that.

okay, enough of those. so we three happily hop on and headed for the esplanade!

backtracking a little, i dun think many ppl know how i really feel when walking past the places that i used to roam with someone. it was saddening. but yet, with a new group of friends, it felt different too. we walked past millenia walk, through marina square, into suntec convention centre and then to esplanade. sounds familiar? it's uncannily familiar to me. the path i used to walk with someone.

life goes on still.

we settled our butts at the rooftop, by then it was already dark. the skyline is still as beautiful. the live band set the mood and atmosphere. ahh, memories... me, heng da and jiaying talked once again. relationships and stuffs. it was funny, entertaining, humourous, but yet it reminded me of the many things i used to do in the past. we left at about 10.

im sorry. really. i dun mean to hurt you. everything i do is genuinely sincere, i really hope you understand how i feel.. sigh

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