Wednesday, January 11, 2006
so, i'm the only one online eh? just goes to show how early and how popular i am. things just dint seem to go the way it should be today. had so many many thoughts before i slept last night, which resulted in me rolling on the bed for a mere hour. no wonder i woke up in the morning feeling more tired than usual. life in school is actually challenging at times. yea, i know, school work and stuffs. but then, there's the other side of the challenge. that is, the inter-personal interactions among people. well, i've just realised that maybe.. i don't really find the idea of sitting beside a particular someone interesting. hate it actually. i would rather sit alone. also, i think i've irritated someone else today. bad bad start to a school day. the only fun i had today was crapping with ziyan.. haha. we're both from chinese high afterall, there's bound to be some chemistry between the two of us. haha. okay, jk. oh, something else. i think i pissed someone off today too, that resulted in some flamings on the class noticeboard.. and finally, it's still the mental struggle which i have to overcome. perhaps i thought, the attempt to try to find faults in a particular person to make me detest him/her, doesn't really work. because at the end of the day, it makes me guilty. the guilty conscience continues to linger throughout the day. even when i stepped onto the bus home today, i was still in a daze, and never did realise that i have been standing throughout the journey even though there were seats.
life never fails to create such wonders.
{/4:23 PM}
Signed by Yours Truly.